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Martyr without a cause.
01 January 2012 @ 05:25 pm
13 December 2008 @ 08:25 pm
I was just sitting here, reflecting on the last year of my life... it's pathetic to know that I've been completely in love and completely hung up on the worst person to ever have emotional attachment to. It occured to me that said hang up is most likely WHY I'm stuck in this rut that I've been in. I've always been unhappy, I'll be the first to admit that, but I'm not who I was a year ago. I'm nowhere near the person I used to be, or the person that I know I'm capable of being. I've set so many goals for myself & tried to grow as a person, but I'm stuck. No matter how much effort I put in, it doesn't amount to anything. No matter how good things are going in life, I find a reason to be pessimistic and let it take over. I sit here and wonder why the hell none of my so-called friends will talk to me anymore, and it never occured to me until a few days ago that no one in their right mind would want to associate with someone who sucks the life out of everything. I need to detach myself from my emotional attachments, I need to focus on myself and give myself a proper chance to become a better person, and I need to learn how to be a lot more optimistic. They say frowning uses every muscle in your face. I really don't want a wrinkly, gross looking face by the time I'm 30 because of how pissed & negative I am about shit all the time. I guess... this is me, turning over a new leaf and starting a new chapter in the epic novel known as my life, because the non-existant God knows that this last chapter's been far longer than it ever should have been.
11 December 2008 @ 01:11 am
17 November 2008 @ 01:38 am
So... I'm getting involved with a guy that's not Barton. Step in the right direction, much?
23 August 2008 @ 08:54 pm
I'm finally happy again. For the most part, things haven't been this good in months & now that a mutual understanding has been reached, hopefully things will stay this amazing <3
15 August 2008 @ 03:00 pm
"I'm right here, and I must admit, I've been pining for you. You're my wish; when I touch myself, I'm conjuring you from fresh dirt; when we talk all night and the minutes are free. I just hope when I cast my spell, you'll be falling for me Cos falling in love could be the first thing, falling in love could be the worst thing. There's no rehearsing, retarded in love."
Current Music: D.O.A. - The Prisoner | Scrobbled by Last.fm
10 August 2008 @ 06:06 pm
The Nine Satanic Statements
The Nine Satanic Statements outline what "Satan" represents in the Church of Satan.
- Satan represents indulgence instead of abstinence
- Satan represents vital existence instead of spiritual pipe dreams
- Satan represents undefiled wisdom instead of hypocritical self-deceit
- Satan represents kindness to those who deserve it instead of love wasted on ingrates
- Satan represents vengeance instead of turning the other cheek
- Satan represents responsibility to the responsible instead of concern for psychic vampires
- Satan represents man as just another animal, sometimes better, more often worse than those that walk on all-fours, who, because of his “divine spiritual and intellectual development,” has become the most vicious animal of all
- Satan represents all of the so-called sins, as they all lead to physical, mental, or emotional gratification
- Satan has been the best friend the Church has ever had, as he has kept it in business all these years
The Nine Satanic Sins
- Stupidity
- Pretentiousness
- Solipsism
- Self-deceit
- Herd Conformity
- Lack of Perspective
- Forgetfulness of Past Orthodoxies
- Counterproductive Pride
- Lack of Aesthetics
The Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth - Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked
- Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure they want to hear them
- When in another’s lair, show him respect or else do not go there
- If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy
- Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal
- Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the other person and he cries out to be relieved
- Acknowledge the power of magic if you have employed it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained
- Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself
- Do not harm little children
- Do not kill non-human animals unless you are attacked or for your food
- When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not stop, destroy him
"The Church of Satan does not solicit membership. Those who wish to affiliate can become a Registered Member for a one-time registration fee of two hundred dollars ($200) in United States currency. Affiliates receive a red card declaring them as a member of the Church of Satan to other members."
I think I'm going to join the Church of Satan.
